Am I gay?

[chaotic 2h]

Just for the record ever since 1st grade ive been in an all boys school and my parents are super strict about hanging out with girls so I've almost NEVER actually talked to a girl. (Im serious).

Anyways around freshman year is where everyone starts talking about girls and I never found myself interested in it. Now, this past sophomore year, I've been wondering if I was truly gay. Just to do a test, I got a picture of a woman with her breasts uncovered and tried to fantasize having sex with her and nothing...I felt no attraction to be with her. Then I tried to fantasize about having sex with a guy and I got really really horny

Is this a cause of being in an all boys school? Or did I just naturally end up being gay?

Im Jewish btw, so I'm not allowed to have sex with a gay man which I think is very insulting. Like I can control what turns me on??????

[Dimitri]

Well try this instead....can you see yourself having an actual relationship with a man, spending the rest of your life with him and only him...and vice versa with a girl...if you can with a guy then you are gay if you can with a girl, you are straight and if you can see it with both, then hello, you are bisexual...

[StoppingTime]

Before everyone on here comes here and starts saying "hurr religion is stupid durr..." there are many Rabbis who, in fact, do believe that homosexuality is perfectly natural, normal, and allowed, which of course, it is (please don't debate that, because all you would be doing is debating other people's opinions, and taking away from the point of the OP.)

Anyway, yes, it is possible you could be gay. While your sexuality isn't really able to be "changed" at your will, the environment your were brought up/grew up in can influence what your sexuality is later on in life. It may just be because you were never "exposed" to girls, as you said, so you don't really know what to think. If that's the case, then it may just be because you are used to being around guys much more, so you could only see yourself in a relationship with one. And simply looking at a woman nude doesn't "test" or "prove" your sexuality; it's much more than that. It is if you could see yourself living, and having an emotional relationship with a girl as well as a sexual one.

It's not a decision to rush, however, so take your time with it.