December
August 15th, 2012, 11:33 PM
Lately I feel like everything has just been adding up and I can't keep up with it. I've just been really down and stressed out and I don't really feel like eating or sleeping or talking to anyone. I am actually physically sick now because in part of how run down I'm making myself. I just feel so tired, I'd really like to just close me eyes and sleep forever, you know? But guess theres people I care about and i wouldn't want to do that to them. But I saw my reflection today and I've got these huge dark circles under my eyes now too. I don't know how anyone hasn't noticed this yet. I thought I was getting better but I'm not. Nothing feels real and I don't know what to do anymore, I'm not sure at all and I'm too tired to think right anyways I suppose. I guess maybe I'm just complaining but I don't know if I can keep handling this