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Lyra Heartstrings
August 13th, 2012, 10:55 PM
All the shit in my life finally built up on me. Everything. My parents, being in the closet, friends, school coming up..I just wanted it to be over. So I cut. I took a knife, and cut.
I'm not even strong enough.
I'm 100 lbs, I have absolutely no upper body strength, and you can see my damn ribs. I have nothing going for me. When I try to cut? I don't even leave a mark. On my side, or on my wrist. It's just..I'm so over it. This is not worth it.
Love.Hate
August 14th, 2012, 04:29 AM
You have said it yourself, cutting is not worth it. Starts off small and gets worse, you need to sit and think about what you really want from life and what is best for you right now. Dont let everything get to you, you are bottling your problems up. Talk about whats going wrong in your life and how you can get around it.. okay you cant get around all your problems but a few little tweaks may help. You have everything going for you, you are young, fit and healthy, okay you seem underweight but that san be changed, you can be whoever you want to be. Believe in yourself
Mortal Coil
August 14th, 2012, 04:42 AM
First of all, please don't try to cut again. It will spiral into a hopeless addiction that, no matter how completely you "recover," you will crave for the rest of your life.
Second of all, cutting is not a display of strength. It isn't a display of weakness, but it does not show strength. Please don't think that way. You do have problems and nobody is denying that, but eventually cutting- your temporary solution- will become another problem.
And finally, 100lbs? You really should try to gain a little. I don't know how tall you are, but that's pretty low.
root
August 14th, 2012, 04:52 AM
All the shit in my life finally built up on me. Everything. My parents, being in the closet, friends, school coming up..I just wanted it to be over. So I cut. I took a knife, and cut.
I'm not even strong enough.
I'm 100 lbs, I have absolutely no upper body strength, and you can see my damn ribs. I have nothing going for me. When I try to cut? I don't even leave a mark. On my side, or on my wrist. It's just..I'm so over it. This is not worth it.
So don't cut. It really isn't worth it, you'll regret it later. Go out and run or something, or troll a forum. (preferably not this one)
Lyra Heartstrings
August 14th, 2012, 04:06 PM
You have said it yourself, cutting is not worth it. Starts off small and gets worse, you need to sit and think about what you really want from life and what is best for you right now. Dont let everything get to you, you are bottling your problems up. Talk about whats going wrong in your life and how you can get around it.. okay you cant get around all your problems but a few little tweaks may help. You have everything going for you, you are young, fit and healthy, okay you seem underweight but that san be changed, you can be whoever you want to be. Believe in yourself
First of all, please don't try to cut again. It will spiral into a hopeless addiction that, no matter how completely you "recover," you will crave for the rest of your life.
Second of all, cutting is not a display of strength. It isn't a display of weakness, but it does not show strength. Please don't think that way. You do have problems and nobody is denying that, but eventually cutting- your temporary solution- will become another problem.
And finally, 100lbs? You really should try to gain a little. I don't know how tall you are, but that's pretty low.
Thank you both. Really. It..it helps to know someone cares.
So don't cut. It really isn't worth it, you'll regret it later. Go out and run or something, or troll a forum. (preferably not this one)
I troll, thank you. Kept me from cutting for a while, too. :P
Foamy
August 14th, 2012, 04:31 PM
Blake, try to avoid cutting. Focus on things that make you happy. Don't rely on cutting to solve your problems because it causes more than it solves. We're always here if you need support.
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