bbychop
August 17th, 2007, 06:58 PM
the past eight days have been total stress and i have no idea how to cope with it. i have come close to stealing my dad's truck and getting in a wreck plenty of times when i was upset or drunk. so far i have lost eighteen pounds in five days. idk why but it scares me but it just gets better from there...
i was taking a bath earlier and i just started shaking uncontrollably. i am not totally sure why. part of me just wanted to get out and the other wanted me to go drown myself. i have never had a bout like that but it is scary to me.
what just happened...
i was taking a bath earlier and i just started shaking uncontrollably. i am not totally sure why. part of me just wanted to get out and the other wanted me to go drown myself. i have never had a bout like that but it is scary to me.
what just happened...