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[SadisticAngels]

recently my cutting has been getting alot worse and i know its become a problem. i've started to depend on it alot to get through the day and it feels like i look forward to it when the day ends. i cant imagine seeing my arm free off cuts anymore because its been so long since i let them completly heal and even then the scars show. i want to stop beecause i know its unhealthy but im scared that since i feel so dependent on it that i might have a break down without it. this is my first time asking for help so please ? help?:confused:

[XxNINJAxX]

All I can say is that there will be a time to see your arms without cuts yeah you'll have your bad days but what I do is because when I cut I would then become suicidal but I would think of if I hurt myself I will also hurt the ones who care so if you think of it like that you will be fine, if you need to talk I'm here.