The other side of the truth.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Am I acually trying to protect them from myself like I say,
or am i the one who's scared and running away?

Am I the solution, the problem, or you're one free pass?
(maybeificanturnthisaroundicanpinitallonyou)

I want to prove you WRONG when you said I was no different than you.
...too bad I can't.

Maybe if there's some reason behind the lies i've told and the hearts I've broke I'd be able to sleep at night.
There might be some truth in these words somewhere (I cant figure out where)

I've pushed everyone who's tried to care about me away (that'll teach you)
(if i loved you back, well then what would i do then?)

This is it. I'm suppose to be happy.
[I feel emptier than ever]

P.S. I'm so lost... (were you right when you said I'm nothing?)

You need to be stronger than me. Otherwise we wont make it out alive.

"It was just yesterday everything was fine, the next thing I know I'm drowning. How many times can a man go down and still be alive?"
-Farenhight 451

[Serenity]

I like it- it's very raw and exposed. All those thoughts you're afraid to admit...

And I mean 'you' in the passive tense, not you personally. I've thought some of these things before and been afraid to admit them, as I'm sure other people have.