jeezus christ not this loser again

[bigfoot]

As often as I post in this forum section, it must seem as though I grew up in a mental hospital. No thats not the case, I'm just a moody baby. My family will think so bad of me for this but I think my dads achoholism effected (affected?) me on an emotion level. I wonder if it could be the root of all of these crazy mental oddities that take place inside of me. I'm just gonna put out the full list.In third grade I made a fake personallity to replace my real personallity. I've made myself the spazzy fun guy instead of the real serious me. My moods shift constantly (no, its not puberty related I've always been that was) and I am an extreme insomniac. I overconcern myself with the thoughts and feelings of others to the degree that I go into depression (if that makes any sense ). I often have flashbacks of scary things that happened when my dad was a drinker. I'm extremely afraid of alchohol (yes I know I've said that in like a million other threads) and I avoid anyone that drinks it.I also avoid social situations that may have drinking. I live in fear that I will drive my dad to drinking again. Oh and I get mad over stupid things and look back at myself and laugh. This thread is littered with gramatical and spelling errors, but please forgive considering I'm on my phone. Wasting you're time is my specialty so I've decided to do it again. ENDING POINTLESS SELFCENTERED RANT.

[Jonny Caselli]

As often as I post in this forum section, it must seem as though I grew up in a mental hospital. No thats not the case, I'm just a moody baby. My family will think so bad of me for this but I think my dads achoholism effected (affected?) me on an emotion level. I wonder if it could be the root of all of these crazy mental oddities that take place inside of me. I'm just gonna put out the full list.In third grade I made a fake personallity to replace my real personallity. I've made myself the spazzy fun guy instead of the real serious me. My moods shift constantly (no, its not puberty related I've always been that was) and I am an extreme insomniac. I overconcern myself with the thoughts and feelings of others to the degree that I go into depression (if that makes any sense ). I often have flashbacks of scary things that happened when my dad was a drinker. I'm extremely afraid of alchohol (yes I know I've said that in like a million other threads) and I avoid anyone that drinks it.I also avoid social situations that may have drinking. I live in fear that I will drive my dad to drinking again. Oh and I get mad over stupid things and look back at myself and laugh. This thread is littered with gramatical and spelling errors, but please forgive considering I'm on my phone. Wasting you're time is my specialty so I've decided to do it again. ENDING POINTLESS SELFCENTERED RANT.


Ok man but do you laugh (line 4th up) in a good way ??

I know its all scary for you but have heart I hope things will get better I really do right now I am sending you a hug from Scotland yes a virtual cyber hug but its huge.

[bigfoot]

Ok man but do you laugh (line 4th up) in a good way ??

I know its all scary for you but have heart I hope things will get better I really do right now I am sending you a hug from Scotland yes a virtual cyber hug but its huge.

I laugh in a wow-that-was stupid kinda way, you know? On a lighter note: Its really cool that you are from scottland.Have you heard of the vaselines? Really cool band from scottland. I'm of irish decent (not sure if that has anything to do with scottland).thanks for the cyber hug.




by the way i found this
http://www.whatsmym3.com/Screening/Screening.aspx

Hmmmm i got high in bipolar disorder and something else i cant remember as of now...