Calliecat19
August 7th, 2012, 04:45 AM
Hey everyone,
I really have no idea what i'm doing here but I guess i'm just curious. I've been cutting since I was 12 but it was never serious..I didn't suffer any abuse and I was a happy child..I just started it. It went away and came back every now and then through high school...But now that i'm at uni, it's back and I can't seem to shake it. Before I felt like I had control over it. I could stop whenever I wanted and I only ever did it when I was extremely stressed or angry.
But now things seem different..I'm doing it every night without a reason. I don't understand what is going on. It's like something switched and all of a sudden i'm doing it every day and deep enough to cause the blood to drip.
I guess what I want to know is how do you know when you should be worried about it? I feel the change but I still feel like my situation is nothing. Like I would be doing something wrong to see someone when I have a pretty good life.
Why can't I stop?
I really have no idea what i'm doing here but I guess i'm just curious. I've been cutting since I was 12 but it was never serious..I didn't suffer any abuse and I was a happy child..I just started it. It went away and came back every now and then through high school...But now that i'm at uni, it's back and I can't seem to shake it. Before I felt like I had control over it. I could stop whenever I wanted and I only ever did it when I was extremely stressed or angry.
But now things seem different..I'm doing it every night without a reason. I don't understand what is going on. It's like something switched and all of a sudden i'm doing it every day and deep enough to cause the blood to drip.
I guess what I want to know is how do you know when you should be worried about it? I feel the change but I still feel like my situation is nothing. Like I would be doing something wrong to see someone when I have a pretty good life.
Why can't I stop?