ready to just end it all

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

i want to take the last breaths now. im tired of everything. here around these people i see;my dad, murders, rapists, hunters... when i see a dead animal lying in the street i wish it were me. i hate how fake everybody thinks i am, but what im saying is true. i cant deal with it anymore. im done and gone.

sorry everybody but i have to go.

[The Chameleon]

DON'T, trust me it's not worth it. I know things look bad right now but i will get better. Don't take your life.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Pls don't, it's not worth it, if u do it u can't go back

[Amaryllis]

The hopelessness and deep, numbing sadness seems beyond what you can cope with and at the end of this message, you might still hate living as much as you did before but I wouldn't want people to give up on me.

You're tired of this stupid, terrible world and you're just tired of existing in general but there are these beautiful, precious moments in life when things seem like they just might be okay. You might feel the sadness outweighs the happiness but if you put all your soul into finding happiness, you probably will.

You're going to die one day. You'll exist in a space of complete, utter emptiness. But you're here now. You're alive and you're only going to be alive once. Why not live the whole of it? Maybe one day you'll find a friend or a lover who makes you laugh even when you're at your worst. Perhaps you'll work a real awesome job and see the world, watch sunsets on the hills of Scandinavia or something. Maybe you'll write a book and inspire millions or well, one is more than enough.

If you're dead, you'll never know how your life might've been. You might think "My life's always going to suck. This world ecking sucks." but you don't know that. It could be awesome. Maybe not all the time but you'll have some amazing moments.

When I was little I dropped my ice-cream right after buying it and the lady at the counter gave me another.

It might seem like nothing but that memory's one of my best. It was ridiculously kind and that was enough. Meeting people like that and experiencing events like that, that's what I wish to live for.

Do you have something you love to do? I know, it's hard to love or do anything when you're so depressed. I didn't do anything for 3 years :P But if you keep looking and trying, you -will- find something to live for.

I'm just a message away. I'm not a pain-taking angel and I'm not the best therapist but I am here if you need someone.

Love,
Amaryllis

P.S. I hope you stay.

[Loreley]

Don't do this. Maybe everything is really bad, but it's not a solution of your problems. Stay strong and don't give up.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

i am still here because the pills i took after making that post didnt work. i thought i had enough of them so i didnt have to drink but i was wrong

[dot6622]

Ending your life is never the answer... ive thought about it but decided it wasnt best. The people around you that love you would hurt when you left and even though you got rid of your pain it brought them pain. Dont say that there is nobody that loves you cuz god will always love you no matter what cuz you are his child and he has hope in you