I haven't cut in about two and half, almost three weeks. :/

[RaisingSand]

Well, the reason I had to really stop for a while was that there was the school ball, and the week after that I was modelling as a favour to my ex's sister, who is just out of design school. :/ So yeah, needless to say, not doing so was really hard ... :{
And the past week ... I guess I just haven't thought about it much. :/
My best guy friend, who told me he liked me, is totally amazing, and we're going out now and we make each other so, so happy. *blush*
But this last day or so ... :/ I've been having thoughts about cutting and how good it used to make me feel and I think I want to do it again. >.<
Thing is, my boyfriend (above mentioned guy) is coming down for the weekend, and he's been a cutter as well, and if he sees my arms all cut up it will upset him heaps. :( Idk what to do ... >.< I just want to cut again, it feels like it's been too long since I last did.

[Serenity]

Just think of it like this: If you could make it this long, you can keep going. And now you have the added motivation of not disappointing your boyfriend to help. You should tell him you've been getting urges again, I'm sure he'll support you and help you through it.

[RaisingSand]

I called him last night, and told him and we talked about it. :/ I think I'm feeling alright again for now ... >.<

[Serenity]

Good, I'm glad you talked to him. Just remember to never close up about it- there's nothing wrong with asking for help. Rather, it's the opposite :daisy:

[RaisingSand]

Hehehe, he came down to see me tonight (and is staying through the weekend) instead of tomorrow. :) That and about two hours of making out has made me feel a lot better. XD

[lallous]

I'm happy, like Val, that you made it this far without cutting.

I also agree with Val that you can make it further without cutting if you keep your motivation and continue to believe in yourself.

Val's second post is also VERY true. Do not hesitate to talk to anybody about cutting or any other troubles that you might have. If you want, you can PM/IM/email me if it gives you someone to open up to. (check my profile).

Good luck!

[Serenity]

I'm glad you're feeling better! :daisy:

And like Elias, feel free to IM/PM/whatever me if you ever need to talk :)