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LikeAJay
August 6th, 2012, 03:18 AM
So a couple of time ago my family was against me calling me names just saying I am a peice of shithow i don't appreciate anything.(NOT MOM) How i should go to hell.They posted on Fb about me and I just.Felt dead. I didnt no what going on. I locked myself in the room got my sister belt tied it around my sister bed handel. Put my kneck around it. and I pulled.I kept on doing this and my head started to hurt and i just layed there.I really couldnt hear them anymore. I just layed there till they all left.I told my best friend on the phone what happened and she started to cry telling me not to do that.I just felt so bad.Just felt like ending it.:(

Sonic Boom
August 6th, 2012, 03:40 AM
Don't do that again. Killing yourself won't help anyone - your mum and your friend on the phone would be devastated!

Just go and stay with some relatives or your friend for a while to calm down. Then discuss this issue with your mum, then possibly with the rest of the family.

LikeAJay
August 6th, 2012, 03:44 AM
I think that would be the problem.I mean they came in to my house like yelling and my m[om couldnt stop them.

Noxail
August 6th, 2012, 03:48 AM
So a couple of time ago my family was against me calling me names just saying I am a peice of shithow i don't appreciate anything.(NOT MOM) How i should go to hell.They posted on Fb about me and I just.Felt dead. I didnt no what going on. I locked myself in the room got my sister belt tied it around my sister bed handel. Put my kneck around it. and I pulled.I kept on doing this and my head started to hurt and i just layed there.I really couldnt hear them anymore. I just layed there till they all left.I told my best friend on the phone what happened and she started to cry telling me not to do that.I just felt so bad.Just felt like ending it.:(

Hey, honey I've been there. I've even done that. It's okay. You're worth it. You are a human, that makes you amazing. You came forward and asked for help, that makes you more amazing. When I pulled that, I was too scared to tell anyone. Even my VT family. I was just so embarrassed that I was that weak. I finally ended up telling my bestfriend, and she yelled at me :rolleyes: Anyway, you shouldn't end your life just because of what some assholes think. My family is the same way. Hell, they even say the same things about me, but that doesn't make them true. You are who you make yourself. So make yourself who you want to be. Stay Strong ~Holli

LikeAJay
August 6th, 2012, 03:54 AM
Thanks.

Noxail
August 6th, 2012, 03:57 AM
Thanks.

No problem. I'm pretty friendly, so if you need someone to talk to who knows how you feel, I'm open to chat :D ~holli

LikeAJay
August 6th, 2012, 03:58 AM
ok thanks

Perfectly Flawed
August 6th, 2012, 05:18 AM
Hey if you need to talk to someone we're here for you. I know what it's like for your family to reject you and it hurts, but we can talk it though.