Someone talk me out of this.

[Noxail]

Please. I just need someone to talk to. I'm fed up with it. I'm ready to cut again. So ready. Too many problems, too much stress. I need the release. I just need to get out of here. Out of my body. I need to feel clean again. I have to pay for the pain I've caused the three weeks I've gone without cutting. I just, need it. I don't know what I'm asking for, but someone just talk me out of it. ~Holli

[LouBerry]

Talk to me.

[Noxail]

I just can't take it anymore. Feeling like I've hurt everyone around me. KFeeling like I've caused them pain, and that I go un-hurt, it's killing me. I'm sick of living with the guilt. My head knows I haven't hurt anyone but my heart knows I have. I've just got to even it out. The pain I've caused them, I'll cause myself, even though I really, really don't want to.

[Noirtier]

Holli, hun, I know how you feel. Believe it or not that's not unlike how I feel or a lot of other people who cut feel when they feel the need to do it again. For me, just today for example, I was so close to relapsing, because I needed what you said--the release. You can do it though hun, you can resist and make it. Occupy yourself with something else, rant on here, do whatever you feel like you need to in order to overcome the urge and resist the temptation. You are strong Holli, I know you can do it <3

[CyanideGoodnight]

Don't do it. You've come SO far. Distractions are great. If you did anything to hurt anyone I'm sure they would tell you, so your heart is wrong. I know how you feel love, I almost relapsed just today... but you can keep going. You're stronger then this. We're all here for you if you need it.

[Inventor2]

Seriosly dont! This does nothing for you! Think about all the good you have done, not all the bad