KenobiGirl93
August 2nd, 2012, 01:56 PM
I feel like I have 2 separate people living inside of me..It's weird.
One of them, Morgan, which feels the most normal (for me) is conservative, in love with her boyfriend, see an optimistic future for him and herself together, She's overall happy every day, is completely celibate, is "clean cut", waiting for marriage to be intimate with her boyfriend. she loves helping others and works hard in school and wants to succeed in life.
Then... there's M Rizzle. She is wild, loves pain, likes cutting herself, wants to bite her boyfriend and drink his blood. She wants to be careless and sleep with her boyfriend- hasn't yet- she wants to have bondage sex and be submissive. and she likes getting piercings and tattoos. she's impulsive and depressed.
What is going on with me? It's like I have 2 sides of my personality and they seem to come up at different ties and confuses my boyfriend- so much he thinks I do need help. I've been to counseling for depression and I've been wondering if I'm bipolar or something else, but I just dont know!
What should I do?
One of them, Morgan, which feels the most normal (for me) is conservative, in love with her boyfriend, see an optimistic future for him and herself together, She's overall happy every day, is completely celibate, is "clean cut", waiting for marriage to be intimate with her boyfriend. she loves helping others and works hard in school and wants to succeed in life.
Then... there's M Rizzle. She is wild, loves pain, likes cutting herself, wants to bite her boyfriend and drink his blood. She wants to be careless and sleep with her boyfriend- hasn't yet- she wants to have bondage sex and be submissive. and she likes getting piercings and tattoos. she's impulsive and depressed.
What is going on with me? It's like I have 2 sides of my personality and they seem to come up at different ties and confuses my boyfriend- so much he thinks I do need help. I've been to counseling for depression and I've been wondering if I'm bipolar or something else, but I just dont know!
What should I do?