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KenobiGirl93
August 2nd, 2012, 01:56 PM
I feel like I have 2 separate people living inside of me..It's weird.
One of them, Morgan, which feels the most normal (for me) is conservative, in love with her boyfriend, see an optimistic future for him and herself together, She's overall happy every day, is completely celibate, is "clean cut", waiting for marriage to be intimate with her boyfriend. she loves helping others and works hard in school and wants to succeed in life.

Then... there's M Rizzle. She is wild, loves pain, likes cutting herself, wants to bite her boyfriend and drink his blood. She wants to be careless and sleep with her boyfriend- hasn't yet- she wants to have bondage sex and be submissive. and she likes getting piercings and tattoos. she's impulsive and depressed.

What is going on with me? It's like I have 2 sides of my personality and they seem to come up at different ties and confuses my boyfriend- so much he thinks I do need help. I've been to counseling for depression and I've been wondering if I'm bipolar or something else, but I just dont know!
What should I do?

bigfoot
August 2nd, 2012, 02:58 PM
holy crap!!i thought i was alone!!i feel like that too...

xXJust Jump ItXx
August 6th, 2012, 04:49 AM
Im not sure what you may have... multiple personality disorder? I dont think your bipolar but from what it sounds it be best to talk to someone about it cause yeah if you do cut or bite your boyfriend or anything... thats not good at all. Im a mess really I just stopped cutting and Ive got what seems like a serious depression issue or something so im off to the therapist at some point soon... but really do not get into cutting!

Rawiyah
August 7th, 2012, 07:42 PM
If you're still seeing a counselor, I would bring this up to them.
It sounds dangerous to cut yourself or wanting to hurt other people, so, I think it'd be best to see a professional about it.
It doesn't sound like bipolar to me, but I'm not a doctor, so I can't tell you anything for sure. It could be a lot of things, like BPD splitting or just fragmented personalities. So, I'd definitely talk to a professional when you can.

December
August 7th, 2012, 11:52 PM
I'm not a doctor and can't say anything for sure, but it sounds to me like some kind of split personality thing, or perhaps you just have conflicting emotions inside of you. I don't think that you are bipolar however, I have that so I mean I've read about it a lot and its not really like what you have described, but again, I'm no doctor and I don't know you so I can't say. However, you should definitely bring this up with whatever counselor or therapist you are seeing, they will be able to help you figure out what is going on, and you can raise any questions you may have. Hope you get this sorted out :)

Mortal Coil
August 8th, 2012, 07:14 AM
I don't think you have a split personality. Everyone has two sides to them; the one that they show to their parents- and believe, some of the time, and the other one, which is painfully obvious on their tumblr/in their diary. It's like being a werewolf almost.

I'd say that, as long as this isn't interfering with your daily function in the real world, then there's no pressing need to go to the doctor about it.

redknight
August 12th, 2012, 06:31 PM
that really cool not going to lie. what about time, dose it slow down or dose really fast. if that so u might have different personality or bipolar not sure cuz no sea drinks