I'm not trying to sucide but I always tell my self I should. But I end up not doing i

[AsianAnime]

So in my life I make my mom go through hell which I am very disappointed in myself because she is a single mom with 4 kids. Anyways I am hated by both of my sisters and brother. My mom is the only one supporting me. Sometimes I hate it how my mom is living such a horrible life going to work at 3 am and coming back at 2 pm to get extra money. And let's talk about at school. I always have another face on. I have this friend that treats me like shit and if i'm not his friend he'll beat me up. I'm only a little popular because my brother is really popular in 8th grade. He is PERFECT. He is champion state at wrestling and has 2 presidential awards AND boy of the year. See what I mean? He has straight A's and everything. My mom say's i'm bad at grades because I have B's. We're Asian so you know strict grades.

[Andy4419]

Sucide is never a option.. no matter how hard life is. I suggest getting your mom some flowers or something that show how much you care. As for your brother try to get him Alone remind him that you are his little brother and that you need help with this "friend" just make sure he listens.. help him understand what is going on and be honest with your feelings with him. Good luck

[Christheman]

Yes suicude is not the way to go. You have a mother that loves you and your family and whenever there is a down you gotta stand up and make it better!