i just dont know anymore...

[bigfoot]

i feel...numb.no. thats not the word. i guess im bored with life in general. i'm not deppressed or anything...i just cant get exited about life anymore. i stop aand think about myself sometimes.im a skinny,underwieght, obbsesive, teen smart~ass that is fluent in sarcasm and is an extrme underachiever.i have a fake personality that ive used every day since i was in 3rd grade.i wish i was dumb enough not to understand tragedy and saddness and injustice.despite my "friends" advice i believe i have some sort of mental disorder.this weeks obsession: kurt cobain, flipper, and mental disease...

[Jupiter]

Has anything triggered you to feel this way about yourself?
Anything recent, I mean

[bigfoot]

Has anything triggered you to feel this way about yourself?
Anything recent, I mean

no i dont think so.its like my life...is a truck...and its slowly running out of gas.

[bigfoot]

please forgive me for bumping this but i could use some advice... :(

[Mortal Coil]

feeling jaded or world-weary could mean that you are actually depressed. Since you claim nothing triggered it, it would be a good idea to go to a doctor and see if you need medication to put some serotonin in your brain. What you can try to do is develop a new fandom, or start a new hobby. Keep your life interesting, because it's awful to not find any good in it at such a young age.