ackmedsgirl666
July 27th, 2012, 09:51 PM
the past several weeks since my boyfriend has been living with me i have been experiencing bad depression. at night me and my boyfriend start out by cuddling close and telling eachother how much we love eachother and we fall asleep in eachothers arms. then during the night the dreams start. i am not sure if i should be taking it as a sign or something but the dreams have been being about my ex. most of the time me and him are together in my dreams like we never broke up and im pregnant and happy and we are still engaged. these dreams are badly effecting my realtionship with my current boyfriend. i am not sure if i should seek councelling or what. at night in my sleep i cry, and toss and turn and sometimes yell, and whenever my boyfriend tries to wake me i kick him and punch him and phsycially hurt him. i am not sure what this all means. i know whats going on with me isnt healthy but i just dont know what i should do.i would like to let go of my ex and be happy with my current but it just doesnt seem possible. what should i do?