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purpleninjacookie
July 26th, 2012, 03:27 AM
Well...ever since 7th grade ive been in love with this guy named Matthew....and I know most people believe its hard for me to be so young and say I'm in love but its been to the point were I don't love anyone else but him....the problem is that hes straight.....me and him were so close....we would always han out and talk to eachother....but throughout the 2 years that ive known him I never confessed that he was my true love....and on our last day of 8th grade I decide to write him a super long note that was literally 5 pages front and back talking able ut how much he ment to me...and at the end I finally confessed my love for him...the problem is that me and him are going to be going to different highschools next year and they are very far apart....I will most likely never see him again....and I never even got to know how he took in the note I gave him....every day I feel more and more depressed....I try my hardest to get him out of my mind..but everything leads back to him....my heart aches so bad...I'm so tired of the pain....how do I get over him...please give me some helpful tips...because I heed to release this sadness and depression...

jegoss02
July 26th, 2012, 03:36 AM
Hey. Read it. And also been reading another great story of a kid who had a friend who he loved. It's just terrible. I have a question. Is he on Facebook? Oi mean its almost The end of summer. I'm sure you might have tried contacting haven't you? But if it's the distance your worried about, I dont know how to fix that. But if you keep an open relationship worth this person through high school, maybe college. It might work out. But if you just want to get rid of you want for him, you can't. You can't just get over something like true love. Not even if it wasn't mean to be. If your heart feels it, then that is your driving force to keep you moving forward. Hope is a wonderful thing to havE and a force like true love behind it, you can wait or do whatever you want to.

jegoss02
July 26th, 2012, 03:38 AM
Oh. And if he's moving to a high school in the same state as you, egos to say he won't go to college with you maybe it's love that will last.

eggy101
July 26th, 2012, 03:47 AM
Get out of the house go out with other mates go see movies and go find someone else to love "The first cut is always the deepest, but can always be overcome".