High
July 25th, 2012, 01:06 PM
No I'm not another kid that hates my life and feels like I'm hanging by a thread and I just wanna die. But, my life is pretty shitty at the moment. I can never get my shit together or stick with anything!!
First off, I'm a good looking guy I'd say. But I've always dreamed of having a nice body, not for one just to look sexy, but I want to do well in sports. I want a six pack and some muscle definition. So I purchased the 90 day workout program P90x, I've tried doing it multiple times but I can't ever stick to it over retarded reasons. I might feel a little tired, depressed, etc.. I CAN NEVER DO IT no matter what. I've tried doing this plan around 5 times now.
Two, I take a prescription Adderall for my ADD. It's a love/hate drug. The drug does wonders for me, cause when I'm on it I get motivated and I can focus and get some shit together that I cannot do. But the appetite suppresant side affect that I get with it totally hinders my workout program too, cause I'm never hungry enough to eat all the healthy foods and get the right amount of calories in a day.
Two, I have a bad relationship with my mother. My mother is kind of overprotective and strict, unlike my dad who is completely nice and laid back with me. He is more understanding, my mother always bitches at me about random things and I cannot take it anymore. so I'm 15 about to get my farmers permit, and she's all like I don't think you're responsible enough to be on the road, I don't trust you yet. She kept going on and on about that while I was driving home and I snapped on her, I swore and gave her my 2 cents. WEll the result she just gets more angry with me and takes my cell phone away. I feel impossible with her, I never get to do the things normal teenagers do, she's a MANIAC! I can never even talk to her about things I wish to do cause she automatically just puts it down. I am very responsible, I'm 15, A honor role student, and I make good choices, I take my driving seriously, most teenagers view receiving there license as a new passage to life, I definetely do.
Well a lot of this was random gibberish, but if you can put it all together can someone give me some good genuine advice?
First off, I'm a good looking guy I'd say. But I've always dreamed of having a nice body, not for one just to look sexy, but I want to do well in sports. I want a six pack and some muscle definition. So I purchased the 90 day workout program P90x, I've tried doing it multiple times but I can't ever stick to it over retarded reasons. I might feel a little tired, depressed, etc.. I CAN NEVER DO IT no matter what. I've tried doing this plan around 5 times now.
Two, I take a prescription Adderall for my ADD. It's a love/hate drug. The drug does wonders for me, cause when I'm on it I get motivated and I can focus and get some shit together that I cannot do. But the appetite suppresant side affect that I get with it totally hinders my workout program too, cause I'm never hungry enough to eat all the healthy foods and get the right amount of calories in a day.
Two, I have a bad relationship with my mother. My mother is kind of overprotective and strict, unlike my dad who is completely nice and laid back with me. He is more understanding, my mother always bitches at me about random things and I cannot take it anymore. so I'm 15 about to get my farmers permit, and she's all like I don't think you're responsible enough to be on the road, I don't trust you yet. She kept going on and on about that while I was driving home and I snapped on her, I swore and gave her my 2 cents. WEll the result she just gets more angry with me and takes my cell phone away. I feel impossible with her, I never get to do the things normal teenagers do, she's a MANIAC! I can never even talk to her about things I wish to do cause she automatically just puts it down. I am very responsible, I'm 15, A honor role student, and I make good choices, I take my driving seriously, most teenagers view receiving there license as a new passage to life, I definetely do.
Well a lot of this was random gibberish, but if you can put it all together can someone give me some good genuine advice?