Tell me Why bother!

[JDizzle]

I thought threw rough times a partner would be there for you and encourage you to get threw things. But no they wont, they worry about there problems and if things get to hard they run.

Here is what just happened to me, Thursday night i was feeling down, everything was getting to me, all the stress of life. 2 am i get a text from my girl friend telling me she needs to see me, i didn't want to wait so she told me over the phone. Apparently we are not meant for each other, we will only bring each other down and this just isn't working. Please i was only happy when i was with you!!!!. I told her that over and over. but its like talking to a wall at times.

Next up i tried to kill myself, i couldn't handle it anymore, i cut my body to shreds with a craft knife and was rushed to hospital in an ambulance, 4 days later im out, she dose not know, cause she will blame her self.

But i need to know, what is the point, you try and try and try but in the end it never works, and all that is left are feelings of pain sorrow and regret!

[FreeFall]

I am sorry you're feeling this way and I'm so sorry that hapoened. But you can't let her blame herself for what happened after and you can't blame her, maybe you think you were happy with her but if she was up at 2am to end it, she may not have been so happy herself. She may have thought she was doing you a favor, setting you free to find someone else that will stand by you and will be there no matter what. The point is to find that person and see how much can come from it. This will get better.

[unnamed94]

you should be glad and happy about everything that went on with you both. maybe it ended and you still have feelings for her, but what can you do if she doesnt want to be with you. instead of feeling pain and regret, you should remember all the great moments and stuff that happened between you two, but not like 'omg its over now', you should look at them and feel happy that it happened. you will find someone else, so dont ever think its all over. good luck with everything.

[Tanleggedjuliet]

I know you feel like she is the only one for you but you think that as soon as you break up but there will always be someone else .. Life is full of heart break until you find that special someone but that makes it so much more special and no one is ever worth killing yourself over if you do that you don't know what you have in store for you next .

[JDizzle]

Sorry i think i didn't explain 100%, i have depression and i was in a bad place when she broke up with me, She her self was in a bad state as well, It all got to be to much that is why i tried.

[Curtis96]

Never ever give up, if life puts you down, just get the fuck back up and puch it square in the face, i am in foster carrer but father left and have had cancer and i am only 16, i don't give a fuck life is shit everyone should know that by now, there is no point to get down about, just keep going and in the end it will come good, when i got told i had cancer, i just said someone had to have and i prefered it to be than anyone else because i was healthy and strong and i would prefer to get it than any one i know. so bassically never give don't shoot yourself down because it will be pointless and remembber life always turns out goood in the end.

[DerBear]

I am sorry she was not the one for both of you. I am also sorry you went through all that, break ups are hard for everyone especially when it is not a mutual break up..

Look on the bright side, she was one relationship and you are really young. You will surely have plenty more relationships as the time goes on. I wish you best of luck for the future.

[inexracercjd]

if shes not there for u when u rly need some1 then shes not even a friend 2 begin with let alone a good friend best friend close friend girlfriend nothing shes only around when its easy and convienent for her and if she blames herself for u cutting urself then shes just looking for attention hate 2 say it dude but if she didnt care enough 2 help u with ur problem before u cut urself then she wont rly care u tried 2 cut urself she may say or act like she does but she truly wont shes a fake ass friend hate 2 be so mean about it but its the truth