It's All Happening At Once

[DeAd To ThE wOrLd]

Just ignore this post, I just need to get this out of my system.

It's always the way that once you look as if you are over your depression that lots of things go wrong at the same time.
Take this past week for example. Sunday 19th June one of my friends drowned in the thames (Rest In Peace Palmer!) and then false rumours get spread about me by my ex and his partner in crime, i get accused of spreading rumours myself, my ex is being an arsehole and saying that I have no friends (i do, and they're all 1000x better than him) and that i've hurt him alot more than he's hurt me. For one, he hasnt got a fucking clue how much he's hurt me over the past 8 months so he's in no position to compare! Two, he's the one that'll end up with no friends because he's determined not to enjoy anything then blames it on everyone else when he's unhappy! I really could fucking kill him! :x
He's been telling me for 7 months now that he loves me and can't live without me but he's doing this to me now! He even had the nerve to tell one of my friends that I'm lucky he's not telling everyone my secrets as if the people who matter to me would believe him!

Sorry for taking up your time if you've read this x

[WakeUp]

my time reading it hasnt been wasted.
I think eveyrone has to accept that soem people in the world are just jerks. Big fullstop.

I hope you feel better soon, we are all here to help.

RIP your friend

[Oath]

Hey if you need someone to talk to about your jerk X boyfriend im here. I had some pretty hurtful heartbrakes 2. You can PM me or email me or AIM me. Im here to help.

Im very sorry you lost your friend! :(

[DeAd To ThE wOrLd]

Thanx you two.
I am trying to live my life without him. You know, completely erase his presence in my life. Up untill yesterday it had worked, but he's been arguing with one of my friends about whether he's lying or I'm lying and it got to me :(

Thanx again x

[Φρανκομβριτ]

im sorry about your loss. It's always hard. if you need to talk to someone, you can PM or MSN me.

[Nemobolistik]

R.I.P. Palmer, you're in a better place.

[DeAd To ThE wOrLd]

It was Daves funeral on wednesday. It was lovely, we were all asked to take helium balloons instead of flowers and then after the blessing we just watched them fly away! it was wonderful! it tied in with a passage that was read out about his soul having moved on, out of our sight but towards a new horizon and a new beginning.

[WakeUp]

R.I.P Dave

Carole i hope you cope with the pain well, i'm always here to talk :)

Do you live in west side of london?
Im from near birmingham :)

[DeAd To ThE wOrLd]

It's bout 45 minutes drive from West London.

Thanx everyone! :hug:

Wow!!! This is the first time I've used that emoticon!!! lol. I've been here long enough to have used it before! lol