MemoriesLost
July 15th, 2012, 02:25 PM
I recently moved away from Germany- My home for eleven years. I have been in denial. I keep telling myself "You're never going home, you're never going home," but I pushed myself away. Several times I've felt homesick, but it just feels like I'm visiting my grandparents for the summer. Even when the movers were here and packing up our things, I was just denying it all. Well, I can't deny it anymore. Just awhile ago it hit me. I feel all depressed and helpless, and all I want is to go home. I just want to go home. I just wanna know if anyone who has been pulled from their home like this has any advice that can help. Anything to keep my spirits up and just keep me from hurting myself. As soon as possible would be much appreciated. My mom already tried all that new life crap. Nothing is working.