IAmTheLizardQueen
July 13th, 2012, 12:17 AM
Times like this when you've cut yourself, and you've burned yourself, and nothing seems to be enough and then your main outlet can't even get your mind off of it. Anyone get that? It's becoming more and more often for me... It sucks that the only thing to keep me from killing myself is how they might feel when I'm gone. That they've failed as parents, and that my little sister might feel like she could have done something despite her oblivion, but now that I've dropped every hint possible without coming off dramatic, they don't even notice. Call them coincidents; but it almost sounds like they want me gone.