I'll never understand

[tmak621]

I honestly feel like I'm all by myself. No friends. No help. I've messed everything up in my life. There's honestly no point in making a change. I've tried it and it got me back to where I was before trying to make a change. There is absolutely NO hope for me. I was that happy kid that everyone knew. What they really didn't see is that I'm never happy. I'm always destroying everything in my life. I'm hopeless. No future.

Why even try? There ISN'T a point in trying.

[xXoblivionXx]

There IS hope for you. You have a future, you just don't know what it is yet. I know what it feels like to not feel happy but happiness comes in small packages. Even when I am feeling really depressed I can sometimes find something that makes me smile, an ounce of happiness that motivates me to keep trying. Please don't stop trying Tyler. If you stop trying there WILL be no change. But if you do try things will eventually get better.

[tmak621]

There IS hope for you. You have a future, you just don't know what it is yet. I know what it feels like to not feel happy but happiness comes in small packages. Even when I am feeling really depressed I can sometimes find something that makes me smile, an ounce of happiness that motivates me to keep trying. Please don't stop trying Tyler. If you stop trying there WILL be no change. But if you do try things will eventually get better.

I never really had hope. I was told when I was little that my parents think I'm not going to college at all. They're right so far. I'm not planning on it until I know what I want to do with my life and that will never happen. But I've tried to make a change for over 2 years. Those 2 years = down the drain. I wasted 2 years of my life to getting it back together until one little thing ruined it.

There is seriously no hope left in me.

[xXoblivionXx]

Don't say that! There is always hope, you may not see it but it's there. Live is about finding yourself and changing. It may take more than 2 years to figure out what you want to do, but eventually you will.

[tmak621]

Well, I say it's pretty fucked up. It's so easy for everyone else but when it comes to me, it's impossible. There's really no use anymore.

[xXoblivionXx]

Trust me, a few months ago I was sort of like you are now. Things were really bad, like I wanted to commit suicide, and I tried. The things is for some people it seems that it is really easy to "be happy" but for others it's like hell. Likes I said earlier don't stop trying. If you do there is no way for things to change. You want things to get better right?

[tmak621]

I want to make things better but it just goes to a complete waste so really, why keep on trying?

[xXoblivionXx]

because things get worse before they get better! The least you can do is try :/

[tmak621]

I don't really see the point anymore. Sorry for being stubborn, but that's just me.

[Breakeven]

there is hope for everyone and the idea of u keep trying that makes u one of hell strong guy , giving up might seem easy but wont make u happy

changing takes time but at the end it will be worth every second and ur not alone im sure there is alot of people cares about u and one of them thats me

change the things that keeps making u feel that way , start a hobby or something , there is a hope for u hun

we all been given life for a reason , sooner or later u will find that reason

keep holding on :hug: