Everyone i love died!

[Oath]

My life is hell!

People that died that i love so much:
Grandpa-Parkinsons
Grandma-Cancer
Uncle-911
Aunt-911
Greatgrandpa-Cancer
Cousin-car accident
My Mom-Cancer
My cat-Cancer
My best friend-killed her self
and some more...

And this all happened in that past 5 years

It seems everyone i love is dieing!

Im going crazy....Im goin to a Shrink because i use to hurt myself...but im over that stuff now!

All i have left is my Dad and hes a monster he hits me and hurts me (not sexual) and he treats me like crap!!!

Did this happened to anyone else did a ton of people you loved die? And some of the people listed ^ died infront of me!

[Φρανκομβριτ]

hey there. I am sorry for your losses. I have had a lot of people die in the things you mentioned. Everything happens for a reason. You have to remember that although these people are gone, they still love for you, and still care for you very much. Never give up hope. People need to move on sometimes, it's just happening quicker then you'd like, which I can understand. If you need to talk to someone, you can add me on MSN or AIM, or pm me. Good luck,
Rudi

[martinigal56]

ya I agree with Gatwick. My father, great-grandpa, grandmother, dog, grandma, and great-aunt have all died in the past 4-5 years and it has been really hard for me also. I try to keep my head up and know that each day I live for them and should live it to the fullest! Whenever you're thinking about them and how devestating the situtation is, you should do something that helps you grieve and makes you feel better... I really enjoy thinking about the better times I had with the person and crying makes it easier. I hope you have no more losses and I know if you stay posotive everything will work out for the best!

[Oath]

I dont no if you guys get it i bearly have anyone left. And my MOM was the only one that really loved me and now she is gone. I now live with my dad and he hurts me and its not fair to me at all! But i no i have to get over all my losses (i am getting over them).

And it drives me crazy when people say they hate there mom (or dad) so much. They should be grateful they have parents. My moms gone and my dad is crazy but that doesnt mean i dont love him for being here to take care of me! Sometimes i think God took my mom away so i could get to no my dad better. I never saw my dad when i was younger.

And on top of all the my best friend killed her self becasue of her life. I miss her alot to i could tell her anything, but now she wont answer back.

Thank you.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

You wont ever fully get over it. The best you can do is remember them for their acomplishments. I understand, I have had the same thing haoppen. I'v elost many friends and family to cancer, and aircraft accidents mainly with American Airlines. You have to pull strong. It's the only thing you can do right now. I couldn't imagine what I'd do if my mum died. Some people shouldn't be greatful to have parents because they aren't really parents. Have you tried to get to no ur dad better? Maybe if u give it a lot of work, he might open up. There must be a reason he hurts you. You shouldnt have to put up with that.