One cut to far

[JDizzle]

Ugh so i was cutting my thigh last night, i then woke up 3 am did it again, then in the morning i did it again, after leaving the shower, i passed out. I'm not sure why i did it i just did. Though after feeling like i do now, im not sure i want to do this any more.

Either i can end my life and not have to deal with anything anymore, or stop and just push threw and hope things change.

I'm going to the doctors cause my family thinks there is something wrong though they don't know what happened, do i tell him about my leg or not.

[Breakeven]

i think u should stop and hope things will get better , ending ur life is not the answer and wont solve ur problems , and u should tell the doctor about the way u feel and the cutting , he will help u :hug:
best of luck!

[RedViper]

I'm not entirely sure on this, but he may be able to tell your family if he has reason to believe you are a danger to yourself. you could probably google it and see if he can or not but i think he may be able to. So it comes down to whether or not you want your family to know.
Also I think you should try and stop. I used to cut and was extremely depressed. My family to this day still doesn't even know I was depressed let alone that I was self harming, but it did get better. It was hard and it took a lot of time and will power but it got better

[JDizzle]

Im not depressed in fact im really happy. i used to cut but stop i only recently started again. not sure y, my life is good. and i really do not want my family to know, there is no way my parents would understand, my brother might, he used to cut

[RedViper]

Maybe you could talk to him about it then

[Desuetude]

Im not depressed in fact im really happy. i used to cut but stop i only recently started again. not sure y, my life is good. and i really do not want my family to know, there is no way my parents would understand, my brother might, he used to cut
telling your brother seems to be your best option. He will understand if he's been through it all before and him being your brother he'll hopefully want to help you through. Confiding in him will hopefully take the weight of hiding it off your shoulders a little. A school counsellor or someone just to talk to about how you feel could do some good as well since you don't know the cause of the relapse talking about everything might help sort out what triggered you to start again.

[xXoblivionXx]

Please don't end it all. It isn't the answer. Try your hardest to push through and stop. Try to get help. All I can ask is for you to try and not give up. Message me if you ever want to talk. Stay Strong *hug*

[RedViper]

Or if not your brother then one of us on here. There are plenty of us that have been in similar situations

[JDizzle]

I went to the doctors, i was diagnosed with depression and blood tests are being done to see if i am malnourished. I also spoke to my brother. that did not work. all he said was congratulations. so im not going to talk to him.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I went to the doctors, i was diagnosed with depression and blood tests are being done to see if i am malnourished. I also spoke to my brother. that did not work. all he said was congratulations. so im not going to talk to him.
Im so sorry JDizzle :( Just keep strong and work on things. Youll make it through.

[Jaggg]

last year i tried o kill my self twice. my mom told they school n they told her to have me evaluated and the psychiartic ward. They didnt admit me but after going to a mental hospital i knew things couldnt get worst which meant things could only get better and they did. And when i was there i saw a girl who was obviously mutch worst than i was. i was a serious cutter back then but no one knew, but i saw a girl whos arms from hand to shoulder on both arms were covered in cuts, to make it worst it wasnt just her arms. everywhere on both legs and even her neck was covered in cuts. your not as bad as her. things will get better just push though all your issues and things will be ok.

[Christheman]

tell your family