Dont want to think about it anymore

[RemoveMemories]

i miss her sooooo much she is my life my sister comiteed suicide 4 years ago i still think about it everyday i found her when she died i keep getting flash backs, horrible ones everyday, i still find it hard to sleep. she had bipolar since she was 15 and she died when she was 24. i have been to the doctor for my mood swings and he said it could also be bipolar. does it run in the family? will i end up like my sister? i want to be around for her son, he doesnt need something like that to happen again....:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

[nobody091]

I am very sorry for your loss, you definitely dont have to end up like your sister, there is lots of caring people who are willing to speak to you if you need them. :)