Tired of waiting

[FewSmallBruises]

I'm currently on a list to go see a therapist. But it could take weeks even months for me to hear from them and I'm just sick of waiting...

I don't know what to do, I feel like it's only getting worse. I have extreme moodswings, I can be the happiest girl in the world for absolutely no reason and only moments later I feel like I'm worthless and nobody would care if I'd just dissapear. I feel dissociated and I don't know what's real anymore. The softest sound can completey freak me out. And because I don't know how to deal with things I started to cut myself.

I don't know what to do because I told my parents how I feel (exept for the SH) and they say all I can do is to wait. But waiting is driving me crazy and it seems like there is nothing I can do to make it stop.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

I really hope they can get you in soon! You sound quite serious, not trying to freak you out. But for the time being hold in there! Im not to sure how i can be of much help :( If you wanna talk if it help you at all just send me a message and ill gladly talk.

[StoppingTime]

If you haven't already, I suggest reading this (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=1396) and other guides that are stickied to the help boards.
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If there is someone in your life (it seems your parents wouldn't work here) that you can talk to, be it another family member, friend, or anyone you trust, talk to them. This is usually a good way to take everything off your mind and make you feel a little better about yourself.
If not though, then of course, you can post here. So many members here have had similar things happen to them, (and even some who haven't) would be more than willing to talk to you about everything.
Finally, if you really feel you can't wait, call a helpline once or twice. I don't have any personal experience with them, but from what I've heard, the can help in some situations like this.
Until then, stay strong!