Charleigh
July 4th, 2012, 09:03 AM
Okay. I feel in a really fucking inspirational mood. But I can honestly say from my shitty position in life right now, things wont always be dark. This is coming from a very hopeless fucking girl who's lost everything, but you make your own choices to make something of yourself and turn all of your shit around.This post is quite blunt, so if you're sensitive and your in a nasty bitchy mood, get the fuck away! But its basically stating...shit?
You ALL know that cutting yourself is just a temporary escape, and it really isn't as great and amazing as you describe in some of your posts. We cut ourself, and for that split second while were cutting through our skin, it's freedom. But, to constantly have to relapse with a razor?....Most people cut for control, well...where's the control at? Tell me where it went because I really don't feel or see none. We are being controlled by knifes etc. Because we are almost addicted to it, so we have control where we cut and what with, but we have no control over when the urge to relapse comes. Your just, being silly?
Yes, my arms are fucked. And now I realize, I'm a fucking idiot. Because I put big holes and gashes in my arms for 5 seconds of freedom, but now for the rest of my life I have no freedom from judgements and labels? Fuck that!
Your ALL stronger than you think, I've got fuck all but when you sit there with something to cut yourself with, well....yeah of course your fucking depressed? Just put them DOWN it isn't hard when you think of it. Why go to a razor just to relapse in time to come? Get through the hard part and then it's over with, don't dabble in your shit. At the end of the day, your past might be ugly but that doesn't mean your not beautiful.
PM me if anyone needs anything, I'll always be about. I'm not judgemental, and I'll try and pick you back up when you fall to the ground.
You're beautiful <3
You ALL know that cutting yourself is just a temporary escape, and it really isn't as great and amazing as you describe in some of your posts. We cut ourself, and for that split second while were cutting through our skin, it's freedom. But, to constantly have to relapse with a razor?....Most people cut for control, well...where's the control at? Tell me where it went because I really don't feel or see none. We are being controlled by knifes etc. Because we are almost addicted to it, so we have control where we cut and what with, but we have no control over when the urge to relapse comes. Your just, being silly?
Yes, my arms are fucked. And now I realize, I'm a fucking idiot. Because I put big holes and gashes in my arms for 5 seconds of freedom, but now for the rest of my life I have no freedom from judgements and labels? Fuck that!
Your ALL stronger than you think, I've got fuck all but when you sit there with something to cut yourself with, well....yeah of course your fucking depressed? Just put them DOWN it isn't hard when you think of it. Why go to a razor just to relapse in time to come? Get through the hard part and then it's over with, don't dabble in your shit. At the end of the day, your past might be ugly but that doesn't mean your not beautiful.
PM me if anyone needs anything, I'll always be about. I'm not judgemental, and I'll try and pick you back up when you fall to the ground.
You're beautiful <3