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tmak621
July 3rd, 2012, 04:26 PM
Three years ago, I was minding my own business and I was about to be a junior in high school. I had to go to summer school because I didn't get a class I was suppose to take one year so I had to take it then. Well, that summer wasn't any kind of summer.

June 16, 2009
My sister had to pick me up from summer school. Well, we got home after I finished summer school. My sister had plans with her friends later in the day. Once she left, I did what I usually did with my life was just playing video games. Well, three maybe four hours later, I get a call from one of my friends that was friends with her saying that something happened to my sister. I asked her what she meant and she didn't know but she said something happened to my sister. Well... come to find out, she got into a car accident on the busiest highway in Georgia (I-285.) So, my mom and I were home at the time so we looked up all the closest hospital by there. There were only three. The first 2 we called didn't have my sister in the hospital. The last one was Grady Memorial hospital, which is the main hospital in GA. My mom couldn't call them because she started crying.

Well, by around 11:00, he had the tv on the local news. And that's when everything changed. We found out that my sister had passed away in the worst accident in GA in a very long time. She wasn't driving but her idiot friend was. They were in a Corvette and her friend thought it was AWESOME to race on the busiest highway. Well, he was changing lanes and her clipped a Lexus SUV and it flipped over it, then hit the median, then finished rolling at the guardrail. The Corvette was completely ruined. Roof was half torn off and half crushed in. When I saw the image of the car, I busted out crying with my mom and stormed out of the house. I didn't know what to do. I just cried and cried and cried. No one to help me or be by my side and tell me everything will be ok.

I, still to this day, hate having a sister, who was getting ready to go to college and plan to have a bakery business, be gone forever. To realize that that won't be happening anymore is crappy. What made it even worse, it was 6 days before my birthday and I couldn't handle anything for 2 weeks. So, you can image that I didn't have a birthday with my family because it wasn't the same anymore. I, also, will FOREVER hate her friend for killing her. He shouldn't of been racing in the first place. If I see any of the family members from the idiot who killed my sister, I seriously give them the evil eye. They didn't help us at all during the whole moment of losing a family member. Didn't do anything. Nothing. Whatever you can think of, they didn't do it.

Three years have passed and I still relive the whole 2 weeks of confusion, anger, and sad. I cry everytime I think about it. Most of my friends said that I have to quit reliving it because it won't help you get through life. I honestly can't help. From that day, I was literally the most popular kid at my school. EVERYONE knew who I was. Teachers and students I've never seen or talked to even knew who I was. I just told everyone that I was fine but inside, I was still torn apart. When I graduated in last year, my whole family was there to watch me graduate but my sister. It really sucked. It really did. The feeling when you know that your missing someone in your family forever is heartbreak and isn't there to say graduates on graduating.

Thunderstorm
July 3rd, 2012, 04:41 PM
I am truly, truly, deeply sorry for your loss.

Life comes with hardships. Tragedies. Accidents. Misfortunes. Then they may result in the depression of people afffected by those hardships. But really, what do those hardships do? They make you realize the important things in life. the things you should savor and remmeber. Live in the now. Remember the past, live now, and realize the future.your sister would have been at the graduation watching you. She would want you to become succesful. For her. Pursue your dream job, for her. Remmeber her and remmeber those moments, but do not grieve over them. That does not help you. does giving the eveil eye to your sister's friends family help you in anyway? And don't say get over th egrief, because you can do that without giving the evil eye. forget them. You are higher than them. Your sister would want you to walk past them with your head held high. Use your sister's death as your life long motivator. To make you realize those great moments, to make you pursue everything you wanted to and work harder. We must remmeber the past, live in the now, and realize the future. hope i could help. +rep me if I could

tmak621
July 3rd, 2012, 05:01 PM
I personally think giving them the evil eye will show them who they messed with and not to get near me or say anything to me. I know it sounds bad but their idiotic son killed my sister. AND THEN not help us through the whole week? They're rich too. So, all I have to say is, rich ignorant bastards.