Magenta
July 2nd, 2012, 09:04 PM
I honestly should be asking my dad this... he's a cop, he'd know, but I'm a bit embarrassed because I don't think he thinks I can do it.
I want to be a cop, I always have. I come from a cop family. On one hand, I really doubt myself and my ability to pass all the requirements but it's the only thing I could really see myself doing and wanting to do.
I know I have to get into shape and I've been doing pretty good with that lately, actually. But the one thing I'm most worried about is my history with mental illness and self-harm. I'm sure by the time college comes around, if I really want this, I can deal with these issues... but how badly would it affect my chances? I don't want to be turned down just because of scars on my arms.
Just sort of wanting opinions... I don't even know if I'd make a good cop so the idea of asking my father his thoughts terrifies me. It's also the first time I've ever really put any major thought into this. I've always loved law and studying criminals and I look up to my dad. My mother would kill me if I decided to be a cop but... I don't know. I think this is what I want to do with my life. I guess I'm just scared I've already screwed it up.
I want to be a cop, I always have. I come from a cop family. On one hand, I really doubt myself and my ability to pass all the requirements but it's the only thing I could really see myself doing and wanting to do.
I know I have to get into shape and I've been doing pretty good with that lately, actually. But the one thing I'm most worried about is my history with mental illness and self-harm. I'm sure by the time college comes around, if I really want this, I can deal with these issues... but how badly would it affect my chances? I don't want to be turned down just because of scars on my arms.
Just sort of wanting opinions... I don't even know if I'd make a good cop so the idea of asking my father his thoughts terrifies me. It's also the first time I've ever really put any major thought into this. I've always loved law and studying criminals and I look up to my dad. My mother would kill me if I decided to be a cop but... I don't know. I think this is what I want to do with my life. I guess I'm just scared I've already screwed it up.