Depressed mom, dad and me..

[Ureadmyusername]

Hi guys its me again... seriously can't take this anymore... I love my mom a lot and don't want to see her sad, I just want everyone to be happy, my dad is sad too.. He is always on bussiness paths and always drunk.. Yesterday I said very bad words to him.. and he started crying infront of me.. idk it was a little sad.. then i started crying too.. I know they both love me a lot and care for me.. but i dont want dad to drink.. my mom cant take it and she is very sad... I need some ideas to do for both of them.. and make them happy.. tell me something pls..

Forgot to say.. also my mom doesn't allow us to call him when he is away from our town, or answer when he is calling us.. Sometimes i think of suicide .. i can't take this anymore...

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[Thunderstorm]

Do NOT commit suicide. None of this si your fault. The world needs you. Without you, your parents will fall apart. Stay strong. You arent alone. You are just tryign to save your family from falling into the dust, and that is fine. contact another family memeber, such as an Aunt, Uncle, Grandparent, and tell them to coem to your house and sit wiht your parents. Your parents can vent the problems they have, especially in their relationship. You are not the problem. Good luck. Keep powering through. If you need someoen to tlak to, i'm always here. :)