beebs
June 22nd, 2012, 06:28 AM
I just thought I would post this to tell you guys how ive been, as I havent been posting recently.
I guess thats because, my life has improved so much, I used to cut multiple times a day, I was suicidal, have attempted 8 times. But now I am almost 3 months free. I havent thought about suicide for a long time. My scars are fading and I am wearing short sleeves again. I got rid of my blades a long time ago.
I am alot happier now. At home, and at school, even though there are still some problems, I have a much better view on life.
I cant say 100% why I feel so much better, but I think its do to with two things.
1. I've found a guy I really like, one of my best friends, and I have such a good time with him.
2. I have become really good friends with a girl at my school, who enjoys my kind of music, has had similar life experiences to me, and actually likes me for me.
I just thought id share <3
I guess thats because, my life has improved so much, I used to cut multiple times a day, I was suicidal, have attempted 8 times. But now I am almost 3 months free. I havent thought about suicide for a long time. My scars are fading and I am wearing short sleeves again. I got rid of my blades a long time ago.
I am alot happier now. At home, and at school, even though there are still some problems, I have a much better view on life.
I cant say 100% why I feel so much better, but I think its do to with two things.
1. I've found a guy I really like, one of my best friends, and I have such a good time with him.
2. I have become really good friends with a girl at my school, who enjoys my kind of music, has had similar life experiences to me, and actually likes me for me.
I just thought id share <3