Just having a total freak out

[Listed MIA]

help. i actually think i might throw up. i sent this email to rape crisis earlier in the week because i wanted to know if my counsellor would have to report anything i said to the police. they sent me this email back that basically says if i give them any more idenifyable (is that a word?) information then they will be passing it on to the police. i stupidly told them my age. and i thought i was sending it annoymously but then i realised that my email address will show up on their screen with my full name. they are supposed to be there to help. not to freak me out.

see this is exactly what i didn't want to happen. other people to take over and stuff to spiral out of my control. this is my thing and i get to decide who gets to know about it.

i'm kind of scared now. are the police going to turn up at my house? i don't want that to happen. if i'm doing it then i'm going to do it the way i want to do it. i don't know if i should send them a pissed off email back. need to calm down first. just be careful who you tell.

[destaney]

it will be fine there is a very small chance that they will come but if they do the only thing you can do is tell the truth and don't think its your fault because no matter what its not

[Listed MIA]

ok, i think i was having a bit of an over reaction. reading the email again i think they are actually telling me not to give them any more information about myself because then they will have to pass it on. i still think it is very unfair.

[CleoP]

I know what you're talking about.
I went on some sexual abuse website to online chat with someone, and all they did was tell me that it wasn't my fault and that if I said anything else I'd be reported to the police.
Needless to say, I logged off and never came back.