DarkNick
June 20th, 2012, 04:50 AM
So this week I found an old aquarium that we have in the home and I decided to re use it... I told my mother about it and she agreed and she told me that she would tell my father about and that he would agree. She forgot it so I told him and he said a plain NO (I haven't taken a f*ckin present except my camera that he was planning to use it himself while he made me believe that it was going to be my present at the first place oh and btw he always seems to get things for himself and he always tell me oooh we don't have money or ah I have things to do...anyway..). After some days probably my mother talked to him and he agreed about it....So me and my mother went with the car to ask prices from the local pet shops etc. The next day (today) eventhough we made a deal and I was ready to go and take the stuff he wanted to call all the locals shops,tell them that I'm his son and I came with my mother yesterday, told about 15 people that he doesn't even know about our family condition (that he has a stroke and other stuff) and even our last name just in case they may know us from somewhere...When he noticed that the one I informed him about was the one that sold the things the cheapest he gave me the money and I was on my way to get the equipment ....
When I got inside the shop I noticed the seller talking to someone (to my father) and he gave me a weird look...When I realized what was happening I said ''f*ck my life'' inside my head and then he told me that the deal was changed (my father probably told him that the tank was bigger-eventhough I told him again and again how big it is,he wouldn't believe me) and that I had to come tomorrow to buy the things... I said that I won't be able to come tomorrow 'cause I had things to do and I left. When I went back to my home I gave him the money, I told him ''fuck you'' and I went in my room...
I mean seriously.......No trust at all + making me look like a dumb piece of shit waiting for the seller to finish the conversation with my father while I'm waiting to buy the equipment? He probably thinks that we are crazy already.. (he looked at me like WTF? why did he come if he wasn't sure about it?) I'm not a f*cking kid garden child anymore...I'm almost 17 years old and I CAN buy things on my own...…
and let's don't forget the fact that half of the wanna-be-city-village now knows where I live and that my father pees on himself....... I'm so full of those ''I feel sorry for you looks'' from people that know the things I've been through, my neighbors especially,they know everything (his stroke+my long gone cancer+my grandmothers insanity). and no....I CAN'T ignore them 'cause I receive looks like that every fucking day........(from them)
I'm so gonna break this aquarium...
When I got inside the shop I noticed the seller talking to someone (to my father) and he gave me a weird look...When I realized what was happening I said ''f*ck my life'' inside my head and then he told me that the deal was changed (my father probably told him that the tank was bigger-eventhough I told him again and again how big it is,he wouldn't believe me) and that I had to come tomorrow to buy the things... I said that I won't be able to come tomorrow 'cause I had things to do and I left. When I went back to my home I gave him the money, I told him ''fuck you'' and I went in my room...
I mean seriously.......No trust at all + making me look like a dumb piece of shit waiting for the seller to finish the conversation with my father while I'm waiting to buy the equipment? He probably thinks that we are crazy already.. (he looked at me like WTF? why did he come if he wasn't sure about it?) I'm not a f*cking kid garden child anymore...I'm almost 17 years old and I CAN buy things on my own...…
and let's don't forget the fact that half of the wanna-be-city-village now knows where I live and that my father pees on himself....... I'm so full of those ''I feel sorry for you looks'' from people that know the things I've been through, my neighbors especially,they know everything (his stroke+my long gone cancer+my grandmothers insanity). and no....I CAN'T ignore them 'cause I receive looks like that every fucking day........(from them)
I'm so gonna break this aquarium...