Trying to recover...

[Mortal Coil]

Just over two weeks ago, I made the decision to stop purging entirely.
I did that pretty well, up until a few days ago. I've started again, though not as much and often as I did before. This morning I went to the doctor's office and they weighed me.

125 pounds.

I feel positively disgusting. I can't believe how much I've gained. How am I supposed to keep recovering if I feel so fucking fat??? Please, help me out.

[Princess Ariel]

125 pounds is not fat Hun, it's average weight for your age.
You can recover because recovering is full of relapses. No one gets what they want on the first try and if they did.. Boy were they lucky.
Try not to purge though. When you want to, try doing something else. Reading a book, chewing gum
I find that mints are good alternatives, they are calming for me. Try this it may work, if not. Well try to find an alternative.
VT believes in you. I believe in you.
<3

[Mortal Coil]

125 pounds is not fat Hun, it's average weight for your age.

How the hell can you say that when you're seven pounds lighter and claim to be fat?

[Princess Ariel]

How the hell can you say that when you're seven pounds lighter and claim to be fat?

We both have different body types. Both different ages. Both different heights. Don't compare yourself to others. It's hard yes, but there is someone.. Outhere who loves you for you and will be your "significant other"
No one is perfect and nobody can. Man changes the way he perceives women daily. The ideal woman does not exist. Everyone is beautiful they way they are. Especially YOU.

[Mortal Coil]

We both have different body types.
How would you even know?

Everyone is beautiful they way they are.
Okay, but that would have to count you too. You are beautiful.

[Princess Ariel]

How would you even know?.

I know because I've seen photos and videos. Different bust size is also a huge factor in this and even if we do have "the same body type" at the end of the day, everybody is different in multiple ways.

[Desuetude]

Alex, you were doing so well with not purging and whatever happens now you should be so proud of yourself for the two weeks+ alone, I know you can pick yourself back up.
As a substitute for not purging you go out running, right? You exercise and work out, you can't expect not to gain muscle? That's what the weight you've put on is, it's not fat. I don't know how much that changes your opinion but again, you're not fat. You're so beautiful and strong and 125lb is not heavy. You're amazing, Alex and I know that you can overcome this.

[myllc]

Self discipline, is the key.