aaahhh!

[xxBVBarmyxx]

So... tonight will be hell on earth. my bf won't let me break up with him and I haven't cut to the point were my skin is tingling. I really know that I need to stop but I can't. I have been addicted for almost 4 years now. It's getting out of control. I've started going deeper than I used to on my wrist.

[Mortal Coil]

I know that feeling, Emily, but you have to take a deep breath. you are so much better than this. You can go another night without it. You can beat this forever, but you won't get there if you don't keep making steps.

[xxBVBarmyxx]

thanks. I haven't cut for near a month (maybe, I'm not sure) so i think i can make it. I hope i can make it.

[RelicHunter97]

What do you mean "he won't let you break up with him?

[xxBVBarmyxx]

He keep trying to fix everything and it never works. he's got a surprise for me tomorrow that he hopes fixes it. but i don't think it will.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

thanks. I haven't cut for near a month (maybe, I'm not sure) so i think i can make it. I hope i can make it.

good, keep trying the fight the urge.

[xxBVBarmyxx]

thank you all, but sadly the urge won. Me and my bf have fixed what we can we are gonna give it another month and if it doesn't work out we will end it. this decision was both of ours. no control. it was a very emotional candle lit dinner.