Got overwhelmed

[josh_varnadoe1]

I had a huge situation a few nights ago near 4:00AM in the morning and the one I love told me she hated me because of the situation that was going on and all it took was one slice, just one, and I had a river of blood running down my arm. I told myself a few weeks ago I would stop and I had. Just last night she called me and told me that she loved me but isn't ready for a relationship just yet. Being apart of the Pagan religion which includes Witchcraft, I decided to speed up that process but I'm getting off topic. But yeah, that's what happened.

[ackmedsgirl666]

and you cut yourself why?
like i can see if it was a big thing like something horrible like she left you or something but just because she doesnt love you doesnt mean you go and cut yourself.
you should have thought of something better for yourself.

[Lolli]

Before I respond I would like to say to lilmarielyons - the size of the problem is irrelevant as everyone responds differently-
Now I am not trying to justify your actions because there are better ways to deal with it.
Next time the urge crosses your mind just stop for a minute and think. Is what I'm doing going to solve the problem? Can it be solved by talking to people? Have you really thought it through? And in the future, when I do so hope you have stopped cutting, will you look at those scars with regret?
Do something else.
Try the butterfly - draw a butterfly on your skin with a pen where you want to cut, write a name underneath it of someone you could never hurt. If you cut the butterfly dies. Get a piece of paper each week and segment it into seven and label it with the days, draw a butterfly in each segment. If you cut then draw a cross through the butterfly on the paper. At the end of each week look at how many. Butterfly's have a cross. That's how many times you have hurt yourself and possibly those who love you
I hope that helps