PinkCupcake
June 18th, 2012, 03:20 PM
(To start off, I am 17 by the way)Well, I was in a relationship with this guy since last year off and on for about a year and 4 months. We had gotten together last year in November. The relationship was great until It started getting more serious and we started developing strong feelings for one another. I started noticing he was a little flirtacious and had a lot of female friends. So the relationship went downhill in May and we broke up. I found out how sneaky he was and I lost trust in him. We began talking again during the summer but I still could tell something was going on then all of a sudden he says he doesn't want to hurt me like he already has so when school starts, I find out he picked up another girl on the first day of school. Then they start going out. Well I get into another relationship because I felt the need to find a way to get over him and then he finds out. All of sudden he starts trying to talk to me and is upset by me going with another guy. I don't see why when he had a gf. So a lot of chaos starts and he breaks up with his gf for me and I get caught up into him again and I break up with my boyfriend. Soooo, we get back together in October. It started off good in the beginning of the month, then he starts acting sneaky again and eventually because of my trust issues, we break up in February. I don't understand why I still think about him. He claimed to have loved me but started talking to another girl a week after our relationship then felt guilty when I found out and cut her off. I just could not take his lies anymore and then in March he started going with another girl and that was a slap in the face. All though we were broken up, it was a back and forth thing. I really need advice because I still think about him everyday when I'm bored and something about love comes up. He was my first love and the first person I ever had sexual relations with.