sarvesh
June 18th, 2012, 07:49 AM
hi myself Arpi
t 2 months ago i was travelling panipat(in haryana) to another place named Delhi as used to do it daily for my college.i used to be all happy n used to stare as usual girls n used to see boys just to have a better knowledge of dressing.
Earlier i used to approach girls n tease them.all in all my life was smooth moving.
then a girl came named n all i did was spoiled my life as i loosed her(without even getting her) n my friends started teasing me that i m like worthless
there after the major problem arrived that i started losing confidence in myself
like i used to think if my walk isnt girly m i not acting like gay
i know its all a thinking n yes i m never aroused by seeing a guy
it is like it is all getting over me like when i m on a walk and i don't find girls then i start looking boys(ya for sure i m not attracted) but i don't know y i do that
can anybody please tell me whats best for me as i cant even share to any soul around me it feels a little shame as all they gonna do is make fun of it.....
t 2 months ago i was travelling panipat(in haryana) to another place named Delhi as used to do it daily for my college.i used to be all happy n used to stare as usual girls n used to see boys just to have a better knowledge of dressing.
Earlier i used to approach girls n tease them.all in all my life was smooth moving.
then a girl came named n all i did was spoiled my life as i loosed her(without even getting her) n my friends started teasing me that i m like worthless
there after the major problem arrived that i started losing confidence in myself
like i used to think if my walk isnt girly m i not acting like gay
i know its all a thinking n yes i m never aroused by seeing a guy
it is like it is all getting over me like when i m on a walk and i don't find girls then i start looking boys(ya for sure i m not attracted) but i don't know y i do that
can anybody please tell me whats best for me as i cant even share to any soul around me it feels a little shame as all they gonna do is make fun of it.....