I feel

[HeroesAndCons]

I feel that I don't need self harm anymore, but yet again i am going to miss it.. What the hell is that?

[xXoblivionXx]

Well self harm is an addiction. So maybe you feel that it is wrong and you want to stop but you are addicted to it so you will miss it.

[Lolli]

Self harm has become ur constant reliable turn to, so of course in a way you will miss it.
Congratulations!!!!!
Stay strong
You can do it
You are now your own constant