Wiltedrose2394
June 14th, 2012, 05:54 PM
Alright ....... so I have two counselors. One is an actual counselor, whilst the other is a case manager. I get along great with the C.M. and she is all I could ever need and want in a counselor. The other..... well, not so much. It's not like she's the "Wicked B***h of the West" or anything ....... it's just that I don't think she really understands me nearly as well.
Actually, I think she kind of hates me.
It might seem simple; just see the C.M. more often, right???
No ..... not that easy. The damnable insurance company is now refusing case management services. That means my only support that I can really count on is gonna leave me forever. Then I only have someone who hates me and looks down on me. I guess it's still helpful ..... but I'm so scared. I HATE myself for being so needy. But I've never relied on anyone this much before. It's making me feel so awful ....... but I can't just say so. I don't want her to think I hate her, cuz I don't; I think she hates me.
What can I do???? Should I give up counseling altogether when the C.M. leaves??? I don't wanna waste the counselor's time if she hates me!!!
I'm kinda breaking down!!!! :' (
Actually, I think she kind of hates me.
It might seem simple; just see the C.M. more often, right???
No ..... not that easy. The damnable insurance company is now refusing case management services. That means my only support that I can really count on is gonna leave me forever. Then I only have someone who hates me and looks down on me. I guess it's still helpful ..... but I'm so scared. I HATE myself for being so needy. But I've never relied on anyone this much before. It's making me feel so awful ....... but I can't just say so. I don't want her to think I hate her, cuz I don't; I think she hates me.
What can I do???? Should I give up counseling altogether when the C.M. leaves??? I don't wanna waste the counselor's time if she hates me!!!
I'm kinda breaking down!!!! :' (