View Full Version : Does it ever get better?
Carly011
June 11th, 2012, 07:21 PM
I can't do this anymore. Does it ever get better??
I am always cutting...my legs look horrible. Im crazy :( I have an eating disorder...cant eat. Ever. im so fricken fat.
I hate life. I want to be done. Why can't i end it?
Why cant i just bleed out? I need to cut deeper...i need to. surface cuts arent enough anymore.
I cant live this life anymore.
why cant i just be happy :(
xXoblivionXx
June 11th, 2012, 08:12 PM
Yes, it does get better. But in order to get better you need to push, try, struggle, and persevere. You can live this live, you just need to find out how. Please don't end it. You can do this. You can be happy, you deserve to be happy. Happiness isn't necessarily a destination but it's the ride.
Blueeyes
June 11th, 2012, 08:23 PM
I'm no expert, but maybe you should try to find someone meaningful to you. I think people are always happy when they have someone to love.
So yes, it will get better. Just hang in there!
ChaseThisLight
June 12th, 2012, 04:32 PM
keep strong; battle through. One day it will get better. one day :)
Carly011
June 12th, 2012, 06:25 PM
keep strong; battle through. One day it will get better. one day :)
but...what if i cant last till one day??? :(
VictoriaGotaSecret
June 14th, 2012, 11:19 AM
i am dealing with the same thing. the cuts arent enough anymore. i pop pills but they have no effect on me. ive lost 20lbs in the last week.
XxNINJAxX
June 15th, 2012, 09:52 AM
It does get better, after my younger brother found out he told my mum and now I get counseloring for it and it does get better you have those moments where you want to cut but then you realise you're also hurting the other people around you. So believe us it does get better I wanted to cut for the past week but I haven't big success so I suggest tellin a adult you can trust before things get way out of hand
XxAssasiNxX
June 15th, 2012, 09:52 AM
dude you cant just give up and think that life is stupid. no matter how bad it is. you have to try and beat it because you cant give up. thats the easy way out.
Thunduhbuhlt
June 15th, 2012, 02:05 PM
but...what if i cant last till one day??? :(
Dream about that day, the day when you are happy and free. Think about it so much to where you are motivated enough to push through the hard times in order to get there. Just stay strong. :hug:
Carly011
June 15th, 2012, 03:52 PM
I'm trying :/
I already see a therapist, a psychiatrist, and now i am getting a team for my ED.
Im trying to stay strong, but i just feel so weak.......
I am sending my therapist and email with how im feeling and hopefully she can help me overcome it
Klaudiax
June 24th, 2012, 11:33 AM
Look how many people said that it gets better. It does. I went through abuse, self-harm, suicide attempts and some how I started realizing that I'm worth more than that. So are you & pretty much anyone on here. It's already good that you've been talking to a therapist. But know that you're not alone with this there are so many people with the same issues that are willing to help you. Just don't give up on life so easily seriously it's not worth it. Why end it when you can get absolutely anything you want in your life? Meow.
RedViper
June 27th, 2012, 10:02 AM
It will get better, it did for me at least. Sometimes there is nothing else you can do but to weather the storm.
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