After all this time...

[Princess Ariel]

On September of 2001. My first day of grade 1. My dad passed away and that's what triggered me into this depression shit. He's birthday is coming up at the end of this week (Friday the 15th) and i've been grieving about it ever since the death of my grand grandmother who died over march break due to cancer. He's been on my mind 24/7 ever since the beginning of last week and I just want it all to stop. There's been 2 deaths at my school this year as well, so everyone is grieving and if people ask me if I lost someone and say that i'm still grieving they'd call me an attention seeker.
Even though I was never close to him, since he passed when I was 5, I still miss and love him.

I just want the grieving to go away. It's never been this bad, To the point when I can't function properly without breaking down.

Am I the only one like this?

I hate coming home someday's because when I was in kindergarten he would always have cookies lying on the table when I get home. Now.. my cat doesn't even greet me at the door.

[JustinMe]

No you are not, it's pretty much normal and I bet a lot of people are like that specially if they were close to lost one! My twin sister died like 2 years ago and I still cry every night over her, I miss her so much, I can still smell her, feel her presence, hear her voice and her laugh like if she was just here with me, but yeah man be strong and remember that we all r going that way, nobody is immortal, my heart goes out to u, hugs <3

[Erasmus]

No, you're not the only person like this, Casey. Losing a family member is one of the worst things that can happen to anyone. My grandfather died when I was 8 years old, and I still wish that he was still alive, that I could have had more I with him. It's a horrible thing, and we're all here to help you get through it.