Who keeps you here?

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Who or what do you think of every morning that keeps you here for just a few more days?

For me its my close friend Shawna. I wake up thinking of her and that i couldn't leave her here by herself. She has delt with so many suicides of friends i dont want to add another. i know i can hold on for her a little longer and but not forever. but she still gives me reason.

[Conner Davies]

ohh whos this Shawna?? and her friends have killed them selves thats a heavy wieght to bare

[Thunderstorm]

My little brother. i think if I left, he'd be an only child, he'd have no older role model, no one to follow, no one to play with, no one telling him what's right and what's wrong...

[xXoblivionXx]

I don't know what keeps me here, but there is a reason why I am still alive. I have tried to end my life so many times but every time I would fail. I guess I have a purpose, maybe.

[xDarkAngelx]

Can't think of anything really that is keeping me here. But the only reason that I haven't attempted suicide yet is because i'm scared of dying.

[Clawhammer]

My family needs me. My friends. True friends, that is. And my dog. I love my dog. She needs me around.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

ohh whos this Shawna?? and her friends have killed them selves thats a heavy wieght to bare

there was like a mass suicide chain at her school

[Conner Davies]

thats awful y was there do u know?

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

thats awful y was there do u know?

i dont remember. maybe some went together because their friends. if she ever ''went'' id follow. usually when a friend cant cope with a friends suicid they try and follow which turns into a chain. not alwas though

[Aceso]

One person who keeps me waking up every morning is my closest friend, let's call him W. He's been here for me from the beginning and is always there when I need him, he's just able to reassure me even throughout my insecurities and understands me thoroughly understands me and I trust him with my life. He honestly means the world to me and he's probably the only person who knows everything about me and I can tell anything to. I'm very lucky to have him. :)

[FullyAlive]

Boyfriend, best friends, family, and my hamster :P

Ideally though you want to be here for you no one else, try and work towards that.

[Heatbomb21]

One person I've met in my eyes is totally pure of heart. Never wishing and never has harmed another. I wake up, thankful that I live on a planet with people like her, to counter the Hell that Earth already is.

[Carly011]

My brother...and my therapist...and sometimes my mom. Though lately that doesn't even seem like enough...i just want to be gone

[Aves]

In the past, my friend Zach has been one of the big things keeping me here. I can always go to him, and he's always willing to help me out, even go out of his way. Also Matt (Murdoc) has had some serious discussions with me when I was contemplating some decisions.

There's been several others, a lot from VT, who keep me going on, but I'm to the point now where I want to stay here for me. I want to live to see the next sunrise and see what tomorrow brings.

[Desuetude]

Probably my two closest friends (won't name them here) but they are the closest I have gotten to anyone in real life and I know that it would pain them if I actually did something. Also I know it seems sad but people I've met on VT, I know it would hurt them, and I don't want to be responsible for that, although I'm not sure how much.
But yeah, usually if I get to that stage I act on impulse, it's hard to snap out of it and I hate that so none of that actually matters which is scary I guess.

[Princess Ariel]

A couple friends in real life.. maybe 2.

and a lot of VTers.

[Love.Hate]

my baby brother, I dont want him growing up hearing stories about his big sister and never remembering who I am<3

also my mum, because she really does need me. Im the only one that understands what this depression feels like..for me and her

[Alexithymia]

My cat.

[Candyone11]

My cats. I think "Who's going to take care of them? who will pet them in the middle of the night and let them out at 3 in the morning? Mom would but then they wouldn't be loved."
Also, for a while it was my best friend, Annette.
Another thing, whenever I feel that way I think of my dream to have a Japanese bathroom in my own house. Silly but it works.

[xaydavis]

I like to think of how the people around me would feel if i died or did suicid guys think about it if suicide hurts u its gonna hurt others i love life but death will come dont speed up ur chance wait ur turn even if your not ready think about the things thatmake u happy in life and in death. We can all get through this together if u need help some one will help ask.

[KawaiiKimo]

The Person Who Keeps me Alive is My Girlfriend Kira. She Listens To Me And We Talk EveryDay. I Sometimes Wonder If I Hadnt Met Her, Would I Be Here?


~ 17/Tn/Bi

[Abyssal Echo]

I don't know what keeps me here, but there is a reason why I am still alive. I have tried to end my life so many times but every time I would fail. I guess I have a purpose, maybe.

yup same here.....really what keeps me around is my good friend Jon and my dogs....

[Cognizant]

My crush, friends, people who care about me and always push me to do my best.

[Skeptical Bear]

My family and an old friend I've recently started speaking to. I'm sure it would affect them a lot so I wouldn't want them to go through anything because I feel like getting rid of my pain. If they weren't here, I definitely would have been dead or in some mental hospital right now.

[PoseidonX43]

my cat, my true friends. some of my family....

[Electra Heart]

Two of my closer friends, and my mother.

[Jupiter]

nothing much anymore..

[Mirage]

My best friend H. He is so nice to be and always really genuine when he talks about things. He is the one person I truly wholeheartedly trust.

[IcarusLives]

I don't even know why the fuck I'm here in the first place.
My worst day on this Earth was my first birthday.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

My girlfriend... Plain and simple, she understands me and what I'm going through.

[karl]

What keeps me here? Well, for the moment it's my Father's suicide earlier this year. He wanted to make up with my mum, (they were divorced), and I refused to meet him. A couple of days later he killed himself. That brought home to me what death really meant.

[Grunts]

I really don't know what keeps me from just leaving the Earth. It might just be that the human brain is hard-wired to survive and my reasonable self just hasn't found anything bad enough to override that code.

[EmptyBottle]

My family, my friends, and my beloved Ian Somerhalder.

[WednesdaytheIII]

My mom. She's the reason I want to end it all. And she's the reason I stop myself every time I try to end it all.

[Charleigh]

Drugs, sex, alcahol! speed, weed, birth control...
Brandan (although I feel like killing the cunt). Dan...(he's leaving). My dad (Scarface aka Ronnie). &music.

[redknight]

my brother and sisters that all

[Jimmy Page]

My best friend Marie,my mum,and Viv

[Malcolm Tucker]

My best friend, whom I met on VT 2 1/2 years ago oddly enough. We're best friends IRL and all now, since we live in the same country and what not.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

The one person that truly does... is my girlfriend for many reasons.

[TwilightFan]

Well, they say it's always darkest before the dawn. That's what I think about when I'm depressed. I know it's a cliche. But it always turned out to be true, so ...