RazorTourniquet
June 10th, 2012, 04:20 AM
Hi guys,
I'm not sure where to put this thread so I put it here. I have severe depersonalization which drives me crazy every day. Here is some more info about it: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=140538
It gets worse and worse. Last night I woke up not really sure if I'm still dreaming or I'm awake. It's terryfing. I'm very absent-minded since I have DP. I think a lot, I don't pay attention on details. And that's way my family hates me. My grandma is shouting at me: "What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you so sad? Your face is pale! Why are you mad at? I'm taking you to the doctor" And I try so hard to explain her it's not her fault. But she doesn't want to hear. I don't want to die. I just want to wake up.
I'm not sure where to put this thread so I put it here. I have severe depersonalization which drives me crazy every day. Here is some more info about it: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=140538
It gets worse and worse. Last night I woke up not really sure if I'm still dreaming or I'm awake. It's terryfing. I'm very absent-minded since I have DP. I think a lot, I don't pay attention on details. And that's way my family hates me. My grandma is shouting at me: "What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you so sad? Your face is pale! Why are you mad at? I'm taking you to the doctor" And I try so hard to explain her it's not her fault. But she doesn't want to hear. I don't want to die. I just want to wake up.