Lost 3 classmates in just under 2 years. Shaking.

[ApresMidi]

I've just heard a girl in my year -but not school[i moved 3 years ago] - has died. She went to my old school, we laughed about in French ,she was cool.

Granted,we were not best friends, our last contact was a vicious facebook attack but still.I feel dreadful. Slightly nauseous.

I obviously dont know how many of you have experienced a peers death,but if you havent, its awful .

I'm sitting here in shivers, and she was barely a friend.
It kicks in this terrifying - imnotimmortal,ohmigod,imnotimmortal feel.

I'm literally shaking.


Oh and a boy in my year was killed on his bike almost 1.5 years ago and a friend of mine lost her battle with cancer a year ago yesterday.

Are we cursed? What is it, our english class? Our Pe class?

Oh my god.
What if I lose someone I truly love? How will I bear it?

[Perfectly Flawed]

You will get through it. Unfortunatly some people die before their time, but remember that without death there could not be life. These peers of your's should be remembered for the good they brought into the world, and their accomplishments should be highlighted. You are a strong girl, I know you can handle these hard times even if you don't feel like you can. May your friends rest in peacy hon.

[Thunderstorm]

Go and comfort there families. It may not just comfort them, but it might give you satisfaction to talk to someone related to that girl, or that boy.