mrwhite1994
June 9th, 2012, 11:22 AM
The girl whom I had loved (and I'm sure it was love because even through all the shit she dragged me through I'll always love her in some way) and erased me from her life, now views me as a complete stranger.
I ran into her the other day at a really nice restaurant. She had just gotten her hair cut and she looked absolutely amazing. I didn't stare at her and she sat at a table not so far away. I knew for a fact that she saw me, and out of the corner of my eye she looked at me like I was another stranger.
And just last night, I dreamt about her. She was beautiful as always. And when I woke up, I started crying yet again. The sadness and pain that I knew all too well just kept flooding back.
I have never been in a relationship before, and I have never felt so much for anyone before except that girl, and when out of the blue she no longer even wanted to be friends with me, it felt like a bullet to the chest.
Am I relapsing? How can i get back out? Any feedback would be appreciated. Thank you so so much.
I ran into her the other day at a really nice restaurant. She had just gotten her hair cut and she looked absolutely amazing. I didn't stare at her and she sat at a table not so far away. I knew for a fact that she saw me, and out of the corner of my eye she looked at me like I was another stranger.
And just last night, I dreamt about her. She was beautiful as always. And when I woke up, I started crying yet again. The sadness and pain that I knew all too well just kept flooding back.
I have never been in a relationship before, and I have never felt so much for anyone before except that girl, and when out of the blue she no longer even wanted to be friends with me, it felt like a bullet to the chest.
Am I relapsing? How can i get back out? Any feedback would be appreciated. Thank you so so much.