Anorexia

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I can't and don't want to eat anymore. i can't take the pain I feel when I try to swallow it, the chest burning and extreme stomachaches. I hate it when I look at the scale and it says whatever it says. I think its too much. I hate how my body looks even though I skinny as fuck

[Desuetude]

The burning and stomach aches are probably due to you not eating enough, if you eat a little more every time you should start to feel that go away or at least the pain should decrease a little.

You say you know you're "skinny as fuck" which I'm perceiving as being too skinny however you think you weigh too much. Unfortunately those don't go together to well. The less you eat the skinnier you will get and obviously the less you will weigh.

What are you trying to achieve by not eating? I'm sorry if it's obvious but that part is not completely clear to me. You say you hate your body but there are better ways to change that without developing an eating disorder. You can cut down on junk and do more, vigorous, exercise. There are always alternatives that won't harm your body and will actually do a better job than starving yourself will.

Did you know that when you deny yourself food for a period of time and then eat your body stores the food that food up as fat because it doesn't know when it will get some more causing you to put on more weight.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

The burning and stomach aches are probably due to you not eating enough, if you eat a little more every time you should start to feel that go away or at least the pain should decrease a little.

You say you know you're "skinny as fuck" which I'm perceiving as being too skinny however you think you weigh too much. Unfortunately those don't go together to well. The less you eat the skinnier you will get and obviously the less you will weigh.

What are you trying to achieve by not eating? I'm sorry if it's obvious but that part is not completely clear to me. You say you hate your body but there are better ways to change that without developing an eating disorder. You can cut down on junk and do more, vigorous, exercise. There are always alternatives that won't harm your body and will actually do a better job than starving yourself will.

Did you know that when you deny yourself food for a period of time and then eat your body stores the food that food up as fat because it doesn't know when it will get some more causing you to put on more weight.


The burning in my chest and stomachaches started before I cut my self off of food. They get worse when I eat. I also have to force the food down my throat because it won't go down.
Your right I hate the way I look and everyone see's me like I should be so happy with my body and I'm not and never have been even though I'm so "fit" as someone might say.

[Mortal Coil]

What you need to realize is that you will not improve your self-esteem by starving yourself. I know that it's hard to eat, not only on a psychological level but also on a physical level (as you mentioned,) but when you have an ED your need to be skinny becomes insatiable. Sure, you get a small ego boost for three seconds when you look at the scale, but the satisfaction doesn't last long. Then you need to lose more until finally you die from complications. You should see a doctor about the stomach aches and stuff, though I'm not going to tell you to seek help for your ED.
That's your choice.
If you ever need help with recovering, feel free to PM me.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

[QUOTE=evil.angel;1763216] I know that it's hard to eat, not only on a psychological level but also on a physical level (as you mentioned,) but when you have an ED your need to be skinny becomes insatiable. Sure, you get a small ego boost for three seconds when you look at the scale, but the satisfaction doesn't last long. [QUOTE]

im never satisfied with my weight. when i look at the scale i hate the numbers no matter what they are and they continue to drop and continue toward death.