Mike Gainer
June 6th, 2012, 04:19 AM
A few years ago I downed an entire bottle(30 tabs/500mg per tab) of Vicodin, wasn't the generic kind either. I decided I was done with life when I got rejected by this really ugly chick, I said to myself "If I can't even hook up with this fat beast why continue to exist?" Surprisingly I didn't die or even go to the hospital, I laid there in my own drool feeling sick for hours while the room spun round and round. There were some moments where I came close and some where I wished I was dead. Afterwards I thought it was pretty selfish of me to want to die, "There are people out there who have it far worse" I said. A year later I walked out in front oncoming traffic and luckily I was only side-swiped by a truck's mirror. It only took me another year to realize if you can't kill yourself... give up. These last couple of years have been good for me so far, I still get rejected occasionally but I could give a fuck less. -removed- Do not promote illegal drug use. - Jo/Magenta