I am the same

[ShatteredGlass]

It's been 4 years. Four years. January 8th 2008 from my last cut but I'm still the same I still fight the urge because I'm still that person undeserving of beauty undeserving of life, deserving of punishment. And I fight that urge because I know it'll hurt the people I love the most when it should only be hurting me...

[Harley Quinn]

You've come this far, even if you didn't want to. Therefore you can keep going even if you don't personally want to. No one deserves punishment for anything, and if you think you do, you're completely wrong.

[Mortal Coil]

You've gone for four years without it. That gives you merit beyond belief. Many people struggle to get past four days. You do deserve a lot more than you get, believe me. Stay strong :hug:

[Trendea]

Pain is real and some times it just feels like I was not built to deal with it

[footstepinthesand]

its going to be ok i mean 4 years! is such an accomplishment and just think next year you can say "wow i made it 5 yrs" then 6 an 7 and so on just keep fighting =)

[ShatteredGlass]

Thanks guys I needed that

[redknight]

some people fall and give up after week, u went past that. ur the best for doing it, wish more people can be like u and not give up..